Day 1 and all I have had is water.
Probably helps that I have been in bed all day. Just not feeling well. Caught the end of Miles McPherson’s message this morning. Slept in too late and missed the first part.
Today is a rough day in ways besides fasting. I feel a sense of sadness, remorse, mourning. I sensed the wave of it about to wash over me since yesterday. Now, I am submerged.
I feel weak and alone but I have faith that God forgives and loves me and will hold my hand to lead me out of this flood of sadness. All I have to do is be faithful.