I’m so much bigger than my body gives me credit for.

God’s timing is so much better than mine. I prayed for rain on a sunny Sunday and it started raining on Wednesday. It fit my mood better then anyway, so good call God.

That’s the thing, though. God just knows. He heals hearts, souls, minds, cars, arms, etc… in ways that I could never plan or be capable of making better.  He is the best multi-tasker and planner I know. He made me be alive today and my thankfulness is so underdone by a “Thank You” the only way I know how to do better in thanking Him is by sharing Him. I wish I was a good evangelist but I’m not, it just isn’t my style. I can’t push people to God I can only expose you to Him by letting you know how faithful I am to Him because of what He has done in my life.

It is amazing to me He has given me these grandiose ideas that so many people have said were impossible. Ideas that people semi-roll their eyes at. Personality traits that I consider annoying that everyone else finds endearing. He has let me survive among sharks when I felt like a tadpole. I don’t know why, exactly, and I’m definitely not saying it has been easy, but through grace I’ve been spared.

I can’t tell you what God will do for you, I don’t know. I do know He will get you through it all, though. He has specifically put you where you are for such a time as this.

The fact is, even if you remain silent now, someone else will help and rescue the Jews, but you and your relatives will die. And who knows, you may have gained your royal position for a time like this. Esther 4:14 (Esther is such a badass part of the Bible, I encourage you to read it.)

To finish up the John Mayer lyrics (which I’ve been listening to on repeat, sadly) “Someday I’ll fly, someday I’ll soar. Someday I’ll be so damn much more. Because I’m bigger than my body gives me credit for.”