What it’s like to be vulnerable.


It fucking sucks.
And it’s the most wonderful thing in the world.

This is the first time in my life that I feel like I have to make something happen. Like, it isn’t even a choice at this point. This has to happen. Like, this is something beyond me, even if I didn’t feel like doing it, I’d do it anyway because that’s what’s on my heart right now.

Truly, I have serious doubts about whether or not I can get this sober NYE event off the ground. I really have no money or experience to do this.

The GoFundMe account I started has gotten a couple of generous donations for which I cried after receiving each one. The advice I’ve gotten from people has been golden. But, I’m really doubting everything.

I feel like I’m in a band, and I’m rocking out and the lyrics are “Everyone, let’s dance” and everyone is standing around nodding along instead of dancing.

Nobody wants to join me. 😦

When was the last time YOU took action to help someone? Can you help now? Do you even want to? Haha. These are the actions I ask myself.

The good news is, I’m not really in charge. If this is supposed to happen, God will make it happen.

But I can still use your help. 🙂 Click on the flyer to donate, or share it at least, if you can!